Saturday, June 02, 2007
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
lonely couples
Having been accepted as a permanent teacher, they're so glad about another success in the family. It meant a prosperous life then.
That time they didn't know that it also meant hard days of solitude and depression for both lovers. She had to live on the peaks of the mountains and he'd to stay far far away; she's in a village and he in a metropolis; she in solitude and he among the crowd; she's teaching honesty and love and he's selling and buying money. Quite a paradox!
He'd never forget previous year's fall, winter and even current year's spring.
9 months of separate married life in the first year of coupling!
She had made her mind to go for what destiny had decided for her. The husband was proud of his lover's success.
Now, they're gonna celebrate the first anniversary of marriage and still he lives with her memories for they rarely meet one another. Summer should be the best chance to feel her presence for the whole season! The warmer these sunny days become, the more they might forget those days of cold loneliness. May they one day live as one family, contrary to the cold days of winter!
That time they didn't know that it also meant hard days of solitude and depression for both lovers. She had to live on the peaks of the mountains and he'd to stay far far away; she's in a village and he in a metropolis; she in solitude and he among the crowd; she's teaching honesty and love and he's selling and buying money. Quite a paradox!
He'd never forget previous year's fall, winter and even current year's spring.
9 months of separate married life in the first year of coupling!
She had made her mind to go for what destiny had decided for her. The husband was proud of his lover's success.
Now, they're gonna celebrate the first anniversary of marriage and still he lives with her memories for they rarely meet one another. Summer should be the best chance to feel her presence for the whole season! The warmer these sunny days become, the more they might forget those days of cold loneliness. May they one day live as one family, contrary to the cold days of winter!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Jalise Villagers
Early this new solar year in Iran we decided to make our holidays up in the mountain where Fateme works as a teacher in a village school. We packed our sack to hit the roads.
Langroud to Lahijan, Lahijan to Siahkal, Siahkal to Deylaman and from there to the village called Jalise, where I had been once before and had seen many beautiful scenes full of never ending natural beauty.
Half of the way was ok, though it was 13th of Farvardin( April 2nd 2007) and the roads were heavy with traffic made by the crowds of people enjoying their last days of vacations in the most beautiful parts of Iran's northern cities. There was sun in the sky in Langroud but the weather turned to wet by the time we reached Siahkal town! There were only some miles between Langroud and Siahkal but the climatic conditions were quite different!
The cabbie hit the road and the green journey began! We just reached 2000 meters above the sea level that the cold weather turned the drops of rain into flakes of snow! I actually couldn't believe the scene! More than 10cm snow was on the curb side! Cars couldn't drive with out chains!
All those snow made us stay in a local house for 24 hours.
The very next day the sun was the only empire of the sky!
We continued our journey to Jalise, somehow 3 or 4 thousand meters above the sea level.
Residents of Jalise are not so friendly and as I've realized a little bit more than curious about the strangers who pass the muddy passages of the small village. The nearest neighboring village is half an hour away. The village has around 100 households or less. Families have more than 5 children at least!
Fateme teaches mathematics in the only secondary school of the village! Students aren't good looking in their cloths but have innocent beautiful faces. Their main activity of the villagers is shepherding and working on the farms. One can feel poverty in their eyes or the odor they emit! Life gets it hard on them and half of the year it is cold. It is spring but here on the peak of one of the many mountains of the Alborz chain I can feel what cold weather means though the sun had melted all the snow on the ground!
We had started our journey a few days ago from Tehran in just a T-shirt and ended here in Pullover! I'll write more on that village again….
Langroud to Lahijan, Lahijan to Siahkal, Siahkal to Deylaman and from there to the village called Jalise, where I had been once before and had seen many beautiful scenes full of never ending natural beauty.
Half of the way was ok, though it was 13th of Farvardin( April 2nd 2007) and the roads were heavy with traffic made by the crowds of people enjoying their last days of vacations in the most beautiful parts of Iran's northern cities. There was sun in the sky in Langroud but the weather turned to wet by the time we reached Siahkal town! There were only some miles between Langroud and Siahkal but the climatic conditions were quite different!
The cabbie hit the road and the green journey began! We just reached 2000 meters above the sea level that the cold weather turned the drops of rain into flakes of snow! I actually couldn't believe the scene! More than 10cm snow was on the curb side! Cars couldn't drive with out chains!
All those snow made us stay in a local house for 24 hours.
The very next day the sun was the only empire of the sky!
We continued our journey to Jalise, somehow 3 or 4 thousand meters above the sea level.
Residents of Jalise are not so friendly and as I've realized a little bit more than curious about the strangers who pass the muddy passages of the small village. The nearest neighboring village is half an hour away. The village has around 100 households or less. Families have more than 5 children at least!
Fateme teaches mathematics in the only secondary school of the village! Students aren't good looking in their cloths but have innocent beautiful faces. Their main activity of the villagers is shepherding and working on the farms. One can feel poverty in their eyes or the odor they emit! Life gets it hard on them and half of the year it is cold. It is spring but here on the peak of one of the many mountains of the Alborz chain I can feel what cold weather means though the sun had melted all the snow on the ground!
We had started our journey a few days ago from Tehran in just a T-shirt and ended here in Pullover! I'll write more on that village again….
Saturday, April 14, 2007
hard college
seems difficult to keep pace of the running sessions of college when one has gotta work hard too!
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Saturday, December 02, 2006
snow inside
Nature still plays cold and I feel the cold inside. There is snow on the street outside and a frozen heart next to the fire place inside. My dear lady lives far away from me and I can't even feel her presence next to my heart. She is gone to the mountains covered with snow and left me here in the middle of a city at the bottom of the same mountain. It is like a wall in between us that separates us to feel the solitude now and then. She is in me and I'm lost in love! She is gone and I'm feeling lonely deep inside. It is cold outside and inside!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
if proved reliable
From desperate loneliness to fall in love is a refuge from nothing to many things.
We might live a short life together but can learn many things out of what people call it love.
All gaps and needs might be filled if proved reliable companions to make one another’s dreams come true.
We might live a short life together but can learn many things out of what people call it love.
All gaps and needs might be filled if proved reliable companions to make one another’s dreams come true.
Friday, July 28, 2006
My Pretty Rose
My Pretty Rose Tree
by William Blake
A flower was offered to me,
Such a flower as May never bore;
But I said "I've a pretty rose tree,"
And I passed the sweet flower o'er.
Then I went to my pretty rose tree,
To tend her by day and by night;
But my rose turned away with jealousy,
And her thorns were my only delight.
by William Blake
A flower was offered to me,
Such a flower as May never bore;
But I said "I've a pretty rose tree,"
And I passed the sweet flower o'er.
Then I went to my pretty rose tree,
To tend her by day and by night;
But my rose turned away with jealousy,
And her thorns were my only delight.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
to fly
It’s time to start to change.By the seashore over the cliffs of life, I open both arms to fly
It’s less than a moment to metamorphosis.
I’m not the way that I used to be.
But life says I should carry on.
Will happen whatever that should.
Heart still beats impatience.
and can’t help flying until tomorrow,
forever, to the invisible.
Maybe, I start again.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Forever and ever!
It’s possible to fly,
Forever and ever!
There is no need for the wings.
Love can help us survive.
Man can refuge to the clouds.
Wings might be broken,
But strong hearts keep us together.
Forever and ever!
Thursday, May 25, 2006
last single spring
Seems that days are numbered and can’t keep my mind clean!Some stuffs taken deep into my head and keep me busy every single minute of day and night!
I See the illusion of the future far ahead and have a desire burning me inside!
Days are numbered and may be it is the last spring that I breathe single in my life!
Friday, May 19, 2006
strangers you and I
I asked with eyes more than the lips
For a hearty love and care for a while,
And she turned and looked at the road afar,
With out a heartfelt care for the poor of God.
Stranger, you and I.
Summer was in the air;
Stranger, I wish I loved for a while more!
She chose to leave rather than to love!
Stranger, she and I!
Friday, May 12, 2006
friends leave
Life plays strange! It trades this with that; I’ve been waiting a year to return to Tehran _the city I like the best in Iran_ but as I get closer to my date of departure I hear some news about some friends’ leaving the city to some other places. One leaves the country, the other moves to a far-away city in the north-west of this very country and so on. May be it is common in the eyes of destiny. So let’s play life the way it is!
Friday, March 31, 2006
been living lonely enough
Life is composed of stages which differ for each person. Once we go for knowledge, once for power and the other time for love.To me it has reached a place where I need to make a husband, to raise a little family along with a lady to make my better half! I’m tired of loneliness for have been living lonely enough to turn to a couple one!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
love is just to give
Is it important how expensive we wear?! Is it really of any importance how luxurious we drive?! How could a man live in wealth and his fellows cry for a day of simple smile!
How can a woman pay many many wads of bucks for a beautiful ring and get a poor girl past on the street, while the little girl looks at her but the lady is blind to see the drops of tears on her eyes!
Why can’t we act on messages of love and share our happiness with those who may need it more?!
Love or wealth?
Let me tell you an old short story:
Once, a lady traded a poor lover for a wealthy one. She thought it might have been the right thing to choose (and may be it was). The lady went for wealth and the man for loneliness. The poor man lived and grieved days and nights. Time passed as fast as it used to. Some years after, their last kiss was still a sweet humming of fall’s tale in the ears of the lonely man. He was still in love and had a lost-square of the puzzle in his mind to find the reason behind his question: why human trades love for money?!
God was his only companion through those nights of tears and never ending expectations of a special call from the beloved but she had thoroughly forgotten all that was in between them. Love was for the first time and that first time was over. Life went on. He got a better job. He made good friends. He became a promising man of his talents and the poverty was said to be over. Now he had learnt many things, say caring for the poor, caring for the friends, caring for those who wish to share his happiness.
God was still with the man. He was with all those who had a broken heart! God helped him survive. The man promised to care and not to forget the true love who asks for nothing but love. He had learnt though those hard times that love was not just to receive but to give!
How can a woman pay many many wads of bucks for a beautiful ring and get a poor girl past on the street, while the little girl looks at her but the lady is blind to see the drops of tears on her eyes!
Why can’t we act on messages of love and share our happiness with those who may need it more?!
Love or wealth?
Let me tell you an old short story:
Once, a lady traded a poor lover for a wealthy one. She thought it might have been the right thing to choose (and may be it was). The lady went for wealth and the man for loneliness. The poor man lived and grieved days and nights. Time passed as fast as it used to. Some years after, their last kiss was still a sweet humming of fall’s tale in the ears of the lonely man. He was still in love and had a lost-square of the puzzle in his mind to find the reason behind his question: why human trades love for money?!
God was his only companion through those nights of tears and never ending expectations of a special call from the beloved but she had thoroughly forgotten all that was in between them. Love was for the first time and that first time was over. Life went on. He got a better job. He made good friends. He became a promising man of his talents and the poverty was said to be over. Now he had learnt many things, say caring for the poor, caring for the friends, caring for those who wish to share his happiness.
God was still with the man. He was with all those who had a broken heart! God helped him survive. The man promised to care and not to forget the true love who asks for nothing but love. He had learnt though those hard times that love was not just to receive but to give!
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
road to humanity forks
Mankind writes the finis against his beliefs and love when he uses force in dealing with others. Even a forced kindness is bad.
Human is an incredible and unbelievable thing when tries to hide behind masks of deception and fraud.
Future promises an epitaph of victory for love and there the road to humanity forks, then every single soul would go his own way far from others. Why war? Why not peace and freedom? Why all dark sides of the history? What a world could it be if we could learn how to love and to be loved in return! Only love lasts for ever.
Human is an incredible and unbelievable thing when tries to hide behind masks of deception and fraud.
Future promises an epitaph of victory for love and there the road to humanity forks, then every single soul would go his own way far from others. Why war? Why not peace and freedom? Why all dark sides of the history? What a world could it be if we could learn how to love and to be loved in return! Only love lasts for ever.
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